I have always had a problem being wordless so it is no shock that your reading this now. I leave you with the above image and the reminder the depression lies (It tells you that your alone when you are not!) and one can no more talk themselves out of it than they can talk themselves out of having cancer. Sometimes treatment fails!
Robin, you have our love.
His passing really hit me hard. It seems silly, never having met the man in person, but there was something about him that made you feel like you knew him. I could see the sadness, the extreme empathy, through all the jokes. He was a keeper of light in some ways.