I wish I could make everything better.
If ever I have done anything worthy of my life,
it has been you.
If ever I have given anyone more tears and smiles than you,
I don’t know them.
If ever I see you suffer,
know that I suffer too.
You are my hope in the world, in humanity, in love.
Yet your sorrows are mine as well.
I did what was in me to do.
Yes it was hard.
I wish I could do yet more.
Watching far away is as hard for me as it might be you.
You have parents so perfect and loving.
It is just as I dreamed it would be.
You have reality in my day dream though too.
Perfect parents blessed with you, but not health.
So we all cry.
So many pray.
And I spend nights wishing.
If only I could fix for them, for you.
You where a wish of so many.
Long before your birth.
My wishes for you will not end.
I hope more of them come true.
I love you.
